While creating the webpages for our projects, I am faced with queries of my own., so this small corner is retained for my own ponderings.

The views and outlook on this blog are solely author’s, they might not represent that of volunteers or members mentioned on this website. 

My heartfelt gratitude to everyone who supported and encouraged our projects through the years and continue to do so

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Compilation of C. Designing events

Looking back at the phase-I of C Designing Creative Inquiry it feels like a good learning curve. Updated some notes below-

  • This project, unlike others, was meant to be less structured and more open to be built upon by collaborative events, letting it take its own shape. In that sense it feels like a good success though some plans didnt work as we would have liked.

  • I purposefully avoided opening social media pages as it would affect  my research and creative focus but that is also the reason why we failed to reach more audience and get more participation. Something to ponder on for the next phase.

  • Any success this far is a shared one with contributions from each collaborator and from all participants! 

  • Though not very effective or of much impact, the phase-I seems to have laid a good foundation for the project to move ahead in more meaningful ways. 

    Some Diary scribbling to compile all events.

As the phase -I of C Designing inquiry ends 

I sit to ruminate over the six months of events

But instead of the project 

thoughts on consciousness and Art flow through instead

Anyways coming back to the project,

It was less structured 

and meant to be built upon as we go,

So not many aspects worked as we had hoped 

Some successes came as pleasant surprises though

Looking back,

All the efforts and hardwork seems worth 

For the learning that happened,

and the wider areas it touched.

As I close the first phase

Jotting down thoughts that flow

I would like to start with the latest event as it’s the freshest

June celebrated Environmental day

with the concluding Book reading event

It was one of those wonderful surprises,

that felt like Quant working at its best

but 'What the Bleep do we know'

Things were not working as planned,

 the confirmed guests were unavailable at the last moment 

But magically so, some new guests appered

just a couple days before

Thanks to Phil Nyman, Ms Rachel, Dr Stake, Dr Visse, Ms Manjula, Meera and Vyom

They made the event much valuable and inspiring for everyone

Whether a coincidence or help from higher intervention

Grateful for the chance to witness the stimulation

May was the month for Biodiversity

Thought some of us informally discussed the topics

and went for casual hikes,

Our planned events were postponed

In hope of more time and structure.

April's  Earthday events were exhilarating

The Virtual exhibit special meet included 

Mrs Thiele, Ms Pruski, Ms Doris, Sphia and Vyom

Also there was so much going on around the town

Sustainapalooza felt the grandest

A sustainability event hosted by SECs at the UIUC quad, 

So impressive i thought to see our youths ta it'sking charge 

for awareness on better options to care for the Planet.

March was celebrated as Zero-waste Crafts month

Again not much worked for virtual meets

but Craft workshops prevailed

Working with discarded papers and found objects, 

Kids crafts were unique and original 

saving much of our resources

including waters of the third world 

and of every manufacturing place

that are contaminated at the expense 

of the consumers' flamboyant fun

This aspect was discussed with the kids,

who readily agreed on making possible change

Feb was dedicated to wetlands

but included multiple celebrations

The Cultural Lunar New Year

The Valentines day

and The Wetlands day 

all seem interconnected in some way

Thanks to  Julie, Claire, Naza, Phil, Vyom.

We touched the topics of Love, Water, Habitats and Climate change

We had groups from various backgrounds and different ages

So it was interesting to co-relate. 

Though our backgrounds were from different fields

we seemed to be on the same wavelengths 

Just a thought crossed if that correlation can be continued

to hold that space of trying to relate 

and come up w solutions as inmates


January started with first virtual talks,

Thanks to our guests Julie and Kiri 

for shedding light on 

Handloom weaving and 

the Wetland wonders, respectively

It was interesting how the talks intertwined 

bringing out common healing aspect of Nature

and hand weaving intimate experience.

We could include another virtual meet

For The Puzzle Day specials

Thanks to Phil Nyman, Abigail Narayan, and Vyom 

It was interesting to look at puzzles and games 

from personal and Museum's collections and also handmade

It highlighted the mindset to innovate.

From January coming back into this July warmth 

No much success feels achieved 

that we can account for 

No social media page as thought about

nor the newsletter generated

But 

in some ways it feels like

a foundation is being laid

for possibility of something more valuable

to take place in the fertile grounds

of Conscious Inquiry project

fostering interdisciplinary exchange

that leads to 'Wellness for All'

Book reading event infant of the ‘Books 2 Prisoners’ boxes

SECS Sustainapalooza event at the main quad.

School students Making display cards for Teacher’s week using outdated fliers from school.

Virtual exhibit for April.

Puzzle day special

Kiri sharing her weaving process while talking about natural fibers and dyes

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Welcome Feb! Happy Imbolc

Drops turned Ice like diamonds hanging on Carb Apple tree.. Pic from early Fen 2022

As the first Gregorian month subsides 

the next in line arises

Though next, it’s still at the beginning of the year.

Carrying with it 

A possibility of transition 

from intensity of cold 

to showing signs of warmer weather

From intensity of New Years excitement 

To mellowed joy of Valentines heart chakra vibrations

Welcome Feb 

The only short month 

Short of couple numbers to three 10’s

Yet the most important 

To regulate the calculation of entire year

Is it a coincidence? 

Or is there a Cosmic relation

…..

These lines are a part of a longer writeup and were penned on 1 Feb to welcome February.

The last two lines were in connection to some correlation I wanted to make with Spirituality and Water elements, but felt some research was needed as I was unclear. Glad I did, for what flowed thereafter was even more clearer and took me deeper. When we say February it's a Gregorian month but this season is different months in different calendars from different cultures depending upon its geographical regions.

January enjoys the limelight of New years excitement

Nature of which is like fireworks

As the fun subside quickly

most of us are either left with all sorts of harmful hangovers

like the residues of fireworks,

Or not-happy to start work after vacations.

Only a few percentile can carry the happiness of the 'new'

and look forward to exploring the year unfold.

In that sense, Imbolc seems to represent the New Life Cycle.

So while researching, its Spiritual significance and connection to Waters, I found context in many religions/ cultures. This webpage mentions some practices.. Though Feb is an  AIr sign it precedes the Water sign of Pices that starts in same month. On a Global context, we have World Wetlands day at the beginning of this month- a Geo feature that's crucial to preserve. 

Then I read a blog that had landed in my inbox. It was in sync with what I was thinking. What a great timing I thought! Creative Fire and Power of Art its titled by Nancy Hausauer. I opened it for art but guess what, it was 1 Feb and this blog spoke of Imbolic celebration in Celtic region. It was a pleasure to revisit Nancy's Energy healing insights.

While my hands finishes chores my ears have the privilege of listening to the podcasts, talks and more. Happened to bump into Deepak Chopra's talks. I have. not been his fan but have appreciated his work in alternative medicine and more so in Quantum healing. This talk touched me a lot. What a wonderful color of ageing i thought, i could feel it in his voice steady yet jovial talk.

All this in a matter of 2 days. So many stimuli happening around!

Even if I am receptive, can I process the thoughts 

and put it to action where it is needed the most

Thats the challenge

what do we do with so much given

We use, we share, but waste not.

There will be left over

but nature will take care of it all!

For more new and fresh is coming by...

So prep the Feb for abundance to begin with a small blad of grass, with a tiny bud smiling back, the sun rising earlier and birds preparing to say Hi! What are you preparing for?

Here's to Feb 

Wishing us all 

A Happy start. 

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The Joy of being a Rasikā

The ink and poster color ink work is from my Ink stroke collections couple decades ago but recently found a piece of wood that reminded me of this. In this case the art developed my sight to art in natural elements.

Rasika is a term I formally learned in my college days but has been planted in me since childhood days at home. 

I feel lucky to be seeded with this concept for as I grew, the Rasikā grew in myself.

So what is Rasik (noun)/ Rasikā (English version)

Its a Sanskrit term with multiple meanings and relative in various forms.  

As per- Sanskrit Dictionary online

As per- wikipedia

As per me- Rasika is a person who can savor the taste of everything, viz-  Arts/ food/ beauty in nature/ experiences of life. One who is capable of enjoying the artistic pleasures. I would simply put it as a Lover of beauty in its purest forms.

It is obvious to develop a taste for Aesthetics if one is trained in disiplines of Arts, but it need not be the privilege for a select few, everyone can be a Rasik. A bit of training would help. fine tuning our senses to the perception of world around us.

There are many implications to developing the Rasikā within us. It starts with opening our minds. When someone points at the beauty are we open to looking at it? and we might not like what’s seen but are we ready to learn different ways of looking? Thats the ‘Begginer’s Mind’

Also its not just different angles but finer ways of looking. This entails cleansing out sense perceptions to understand the deeper layers of its existence. It need not be a deep philosophy but exposing ourselves to the the interesting nuances happening around, giving attention to the various sensory perceptions like sounds and sights and tastes and touch might do wonders..

This is possible with diverting our attention (from negative thoughts) to the joyful feelings or calming our minds or challenging our intellect with brain games, these all foster a receptive mind that affects our senses too. Isn’t it all interconnected? Is it possible to see differently? so we can feel differently. that might result in thinking Newly? 

These Q’s can be addressed in Designing talks.. As I ponder on tomorrow's 'Puzzle Day' meet, maybe we can focus on nourishing our innovative mind. To explore possibilities of lateral thinking. Isn’t that what puzzles are about? A challenge not a problem, to be solved! Puzzles challenging our minds for innovative, creative thinking that builds our ability to think laterally. The more we create possibilities for lateral thinking, the more possibilities we create to create solutions. And not to mention the fun of being engaged in finding creative solutions. And then theres a hidden possibility of AWE to happen. 

Frank Llyod Write’s ‘The Falling Waters’ is a piece of beauty mist the serene mountains. The architect must be a true Rasika to perceive the existing beauty and add, not destroy it.

Training our senses and opening our minds is a process worth going through. For it can enhance our perceptions and therefore our lifestyles. Let's explore together the many possibilities of nurturing the Rasika in us. Join us for your views, suggestions and advice. 

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Happy New Year(ning)

As the New year's wishes fade,

the momentum for new plans gain.

But are the plans in anyway New?

Is the Yearly Yearnings changed its objects

or objectives?

has it transformed to anything else? 

As we get ready to start the 'Conscious Designing' Inquiry Project, sharing some queries, ponderings and background. 

What is New? What is not?

What is Conscious?

Designing What?

I cannot answer these Q’s but we will definitely explore them during the Designing talks.

It might sound paradoxical. but Nothing is New and in some way everything can be New every so often in its lifespan. 

New year is built upon the previous, a birth of new life is continuation of its already existing species, a new painting is a result of the preceding art practice, a new Idea arrives after passing through the old (mostly outdated) thoughts in tired mind. So lets be conscious of our thoughts and ideas and actions. Its not about designing but for enriching ourselves.

About project

The project starts from November 2023 as part of AmericaRecyclesDay. and formally begins from 2024. Introductory talks here

Aim- Exploring the scope of Designing beyond parameters of Arts to include Interdisciplinary views and Mindful practices while Designing. 

Nature of project- Inquiry based. Can include- Virtual Talks/ Make handmades/ Events/ Exhibits

As part of this project, we will restart Meet and Make while looking at ‘Waters’

This project, unlike previous ones, is open ended in many ways. Meaning, the goal is not to achieve a certain aim, rather to explore the aspects of designing with a mindful approach, making the ‘process’ important.

It can be an open space allowing collective works, collective understanding, collective consciousness to happen. 

Design is not just about making, it emcompasses the whole process of Ideas,  thoughts, intention, attention and execution. 

It is not always about making/ creating something but can include how we arrange objects or spaces, not necessarily in just art galleries, Creative places but even in our everyday makes in our homes and our offices. That means Designing need not be a privileged undertaking of the few Art practitioners, it can be touched upon by anyone with or without prior experience/ knowledge. Of Course there will be difference in end results of what a layman does versus a practitioner makes.

Many Designs (some mentioned here) inspired me, not just for its looks or execution style but also the quality of involvement of the maker. not all designs might have all the criterion of conscious designing or for that matter even 'designing' but there was totality in involvement that impressed me as an Art Facilitator. Such ways of working, I thought, might promote Originality?

Acknowledgements

I am grateful to our member friends Julie Nieset, Dr Sowmya Anand, Nazannie Agassi, Ms Chong Hwey Fee, Ms Megan who supported and encouraged experimental projects.

We as a group are Thankful to our previous year’s collaborators of Water project - Urbana Park DIst., AACC, Planted, IAS Library and other big and small groups.

My gratitude also to Phil Nyman and Seth Feldman for pursuing our Inner-outer talks that have. helped my decisions in coming up with the nature of 'Conscious designing'. 

Painted repurposed Map as part of redesigning a room..

It has been a joy and privilege to experience the many Designing moments while organizing our Art projects and to come across the many inspiring artists/ crafters/ makers. i will always be Thankful for these chances to learn.

There can be multiple facets to design(ing)- innovative, Functional, Social, Psychological, Ecological, Economical, Cultural, Contemporary, etcetera etcetera.  Since its a vast topic, we can look at each aspect separately in the posts to follow. Stay tuned.

join me with your thoughts, views, enthusiasm, but most importantly with your mindful presence and positive spirit to explore Conscious Designing inquiries in hope to discover ways of enriching our lives and wellbeing for all. 

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Flashback on Inspiring Designs

Designing inclines towards functionality unlike Fine arts that are Arts for Art sake, yet, there is a factor of pure creative pleasure even in designing.

As we move ahead with Conscious Designing project for coming year, here is a flashback on the many inspiring experiences with designing- personal and with others, that inspired arriving at this project. Also the inner outer talks prepared the ground for adding the angle of ‘Conscious’ Thankful to everyone who supported and encouraged the work.

It has been a pleasure to witness creativity unfold while working on our projects especially the last couple years while working on E2Re project and the Zero waste Crafts in relation to Waters.

What is designing? Where can it be seen Or we can ask, WHERE NOT can Design be seen.

Anything done with conscious effort can be a design good or not so good but an efforts is made to make things more beautiful then they existed. Does that make sense? It might be my personal view.

More on Designing discussion in next year, for now would just like to share some of the designs that helped grow my understanding on Design, Arts and its connection to Life as a Whole. So much more to learn…

*ALL photos are courtesy of the author, they should not be used without prior permission.

Tutorial Designing for Seniors' Art Boxes aiming for Zero waste. 

Thanks to Champaign Family Services for their commissions.

The designing was fun and easier but the amount of technical work it demanded, felt like a pain then. But now looking back, i feel good about myself and inspired to use them in the near future. 

Water poems and collage works around 'Waters'. during SAL Conference at Siebel Center for Design

While leading this activity, the focus was on promoting creative thinking rather then make good Art.. It might not pass the norms of good art technically but they had an element of spontaneity, originality and involvement! Thanks to AACC for organizing our talks.

Kiri's Handloom designing

I met Kiri Fagen-Ulmschneider at the Spinners and Weavers exhibit. She designs Fabric with  Cotton material on her own handloom and is a propagator of natural materials.  

We were fortunate to have her on our intro designing talks as she continued to speak of natural dyes too. 

Handmade teaching aids for wetlands enrichment

For the wetlands week Enrichment event,

Julie Nieset, Wetland scientist at I NHS had prepared Teaching needs to show the length of different plants in our yards versus native plants her it was a genius design. Simple and impactfuful


Designer Easter Egg collection for reuse

Anuvaa Joshi and her mom initiated a plan for collecting the plastic eggs but coming from.an Arts background it would not be any simple cointainer. They made posters and designed a collection center stand. The concept and execution is impressive and the intentions, commendable! 

Handmade Art project For the SOI Seniors special virtual meet, the Grandmas shared some elaborate handmade designs. It's amazing to see the kind of patience and effort put into their crafts. With readymade getting cheaper, my gen or next is diluted with such capacities. 

when one lead one also follows when one is teaching one is also learning 

the most benefits i had from my efforts on events activities are the inspirations from the students who created original works

The designing of 'Art with Nature' activity has been an invigorating experience for me. From planning, to gathering and cleaning natural material, to arranging it in given space, I enjoyed it all and would definitely want to work more on this concept. 

The Dolls with Repurposed Fabrics and cardboard/ papers

in reference to Spurlock Museum’s artifacts at AACC The Boxy' by Jinyung was a wonderful execution of materials in hand. It was neat work and creative thinking. He was aptly named Boxy adding to the emotional touch with designing.

Also Sinyee's Doll though 2D had some action that added movement.

The Pine cone Fish by visitor at EDE, MIC during ‘Art with Nature’ activity. Thanks to Urbana Park District for organizing this huge event

This Pine cone Fish was innovative and original, most impressive was the patience and involvement of a pre-teen kid. He carefully selected the suitable rose petal for fin and cut Oak leaf carefully to fit in. Then put much effort in tying the thread. His fingers seemed to be in total union with pinecone and thread with focused attention. It will always be one of my memorable experiences as a facilitator and an audience.

The Paper Upcycling activities 

most kids at the teens lab were creative and innovative, encouraging me to design more challenging assignments. It made me realise how potentially new thinkers our kids are! ts my generation that need to open our minds and step into newness

Rattlesnake Runner Puppet

I encountered this Puppet in the beautiful ambience at Kalyx center.for sustainability. It is skillfully created by Miriam Larson, Exc Director of UCMIC . As it arrived from far, its presence felt more and more powerful, yet playful until I could connect to its vibes. It is large but Miriam has engineered it to attach it as backpack and move it while walking. Her companion was holding the stick hands and jovially waving at us. i had a chance to handle one of the arms and dance with the music at the background. It wa truly a touching experience! I feel the surrounding environment, the gathered group, the intention of gathering, all were supportive to creating such feelings.

Circles designed on Fabrics for Boneyard show

Mohan Tracy has been engaged in her creative pursuits with Fabrics. She makes Quilt blankets and to donate. She inspires me in many ways! I loved her ‘Circles’ for this year‘s boneyard display as a concept and designs too. With her fabric quilting style Mohan created various representations with ‘Circles’. I could connect to her circles thru my own works on ‘Mu’ and ‘Shunyã’

All of the Shaw was very interesting with some wonderful artist in that group.

At the same event, for David Monk’s memorial, at Kalyx center.for sustainability the owner-sisters distributed small cotton bags with Prairies seeds. The bags made for a nice gift packaging and i could sense the careful effort gone into categorizing the seeds (full sun/ woody areas/ partial sun etc) and ready to serve. 

Life-size ply figures at Adams book store

While attending the CU poetry event, I couldn’t resist capturing these dramatic figures reclining on windows on the topmost floor of Adams Book store.. The structure of building itself (architecture) is tricky. just climbing the stairs and reaching the venue at top was a fun time. that mixed with the poetry and theses figures creating a drama, in all it was a wonderful chemistry!

The SECS booth (Students for Environmental Concerns) at UIUC’s Engineering event showed integrity to their work on sustainability. The table covered with cloth not plastic, the boards were hand written and painted. The booth was well thought about in relation to the their message.

'Companion Species' by Marie Watt at KAM

 large reclaimed textile assemblage with Wolf embroidered.on it.

Everything about this piece moved me- the color scheme, composition, the liner subtleties of fine drawing and apart from its Aesthetically appeal, the repurposed material with Humane theme was impressive.

when one leads one also follows, When one is teaching one is also learning 

The most benefits i had from organizing these projects and activities is the inspiration to move ahead with creative spirit and the energy to explore the beauty around! I will always be thankful for these learning opportunities.

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Questions, Pause, Direction

A Pause is therefore not essentially a break. A pause can help accelerate or it can dissipate
A pause can help reconstitute  regenerate,
Or it can Erase , presenting a new challenge with a clean slate

in last few years of designing, leading and practicing the goals of our Eco-Culture-Arts projects I start to ponder on our aims and its true purpose. Do we really need to do what we do/ what is the outcome of our work/ will our community work change anything atall? What is Impact and how does it work in a bigger picture?

These questions call for a pause.

Arriving at the answer to these questions can be relative, depending on who is asking them and with what intentions. 

As from my personal experience, it feels like no Impact is of any value till it is directed towards transformative change. All other efforts are cyclic momentary satisfaction.

Transformation can be the pinnacle of change, or maybe the basis of it?

My Paper maché experiments on ‘Mu’/ ‘Shunya’ (nothingness)

Many of us want change and are looking for it outside . Though many say, real change might begin at an individual level, yet, how do I address individual work as a collective being? Or should one even mix both these things.

Upgrading Physical structure without enhancing the essence might not sustain long enough.

But what do i do with many such Questions?

Maybe a time for a pause i thought

A Pause can clarify

saving time and resources

which would end up as a waste.

A Pause is not to not do

but to slow down and not initiate.

Not to completely press the left leg on brakes

but not either to exert the right one and accelerate

A Pause is therefore not essentially a shut down

But to slowdown and maintain pace

A pause can help reconstitute  regenerate

Or it can Erase

presenting a new challenge with a clean slate

A pause can be gradual

slowing down and picking up momentum

While retaining a chance 

for a change of direction.

Change might not be visible 

but internally felt

whose effects might show up at a later date.

For the pause too is not seen in outer layers

it is experienced within one's inner space.

And from there arises the new ways

Sometimes changing direction

sometimes our goals

many times the grade of work

Leading us towards evolutionary methods?

Well, I keep searching 

and breathing 

to find what's next.

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Can Crafts be Zero waste?

Technically, in today’s world, nothing humans do is fully zero waste; unless we are to follow the indigenous lifestyles that too from pre- industrial age.
— Ponderings while designing projects

Since the last few years, we have been celebrating National crafts month with various themes, like- Traditional Crafts, Crafts and Folklore, Art with Museums.

Though we have always been mindful about sustainable methods and materials, this year the theme itself was Recycled Crafts for health of Water. It wasn't a novel activity but definitely a sincere effort to cut down our waste or in a wider sense, our carbon footprint, Water footprint. (Yes, Water footprint is a thing!)

So were our Crafts a Zero waste activity? Let's check and discuss at the end…. 

A Paper recycling Tutorial designed for repurposed Handmades. More about our craft projects on the picture link.

Forget the more contaminating sectors of present times, the Art market by itself can make a big difference if we acknowledge the need to be ecologically alert and environmentally inclusive by tethinking MATERIALS- ‘what’ and ‘how much’
— Ponderings while designing projects

Technically, in today's world, nothing humans do is fully zero waste; unless we are to follow the  indigenous lifestyles that too from pre- industrial age.

What does Zero waste actually mean? 

No thrashable waste created? No new materials used?  No harmful by products created? All of the above? None of the above?

A Paper Mache (truncated) Tutorial designed using magazine papers, and flour glue, (almost Zero waste) but also Re-used cleaned cut plastic bag for covering and bowl as base.

Many web pages have tried to explain Zero Waste (some have the website by that very name too but one can see a huge carbon footprint in their promotional events)

There are also many well formulated examples on net, one of them i could resonate with-

" Zero Waste: The conservation of all resources by means of responsible production, consumption, reuse, and recovery of products, packaging, and materials without burning and with no discharges to land, water, or air that threaten the environment or human health."

- under the name of EPA website 


Whats important is how and how much of what we know and talk, can we put in action. 

Materials used for the Language-Arts workshops during SAALC workshop at the Siebel Center for Designing- Reused papers, (magazine papers, Cardboards pieces, punch machine colored waste) glue, discarded yarn. This was not a fully zero waste for use of gel pens. but most other material, though clean, would have gone directly to landfill. Any efforts add up?!

We are thankful to AACC UIUC for a chance to share our project during their conference.

Forget the more contaminating sectors of present times, the Art market by itself can make a big difference if we acknowledge the need to be ecologically alert and environmentally inclusive by rethinking MATERIALS. Especially short term Recreational Art activities for kids, fancy art camps that use pompoms, sparkles, stickers, in overflowing quantities. Do we need these to beautify? Some might say- Yes. Can we avoid it and still create beauty? -?

#RETHINKMATERIAL- What, How Much

Prep material for making ‘Worry Doll’ for a birthday party.

We made worry dolls 7 years ago for our first Craft Month celebration. In those learning stages, we had used Pipe cleaners fro our base sticks. Pipe cleaners are so convenient, cheap and fancy looking! But guess how many plastic microfibers it contains? This year we use not just all Recycled material but most of it was compostable. Yet it was not Zero Waste as the donated fabric pieces might contain polyesters, the donated yarn might not be wool but acrylic.

A Worry doll made by Audrey Chan with the materials provided.

All the picture sequences here are from this year's creative projects that mainly ran through March (National Crafts Month) and April (Earth Day Month).

When it comes to Climate/ Atmosphere/ Land/ Water/ Air, there are no borders, The Butterfly effect is real. Whatever I do or not do affects the Whole. Its not a philosophy neither rocket science. But to realize the effects of choices we make, needs a bit of mindfulness, a bit of slowing down to be able to see what I do and what are its consequences, not with a self interest myopic eyes but open with heart for all that exists.

Paper flowers made from outdated fliers. Clean Repurposed bottles were used for creating paper vase and discarded Fabric pieces and magazine papers for decorations.

After the paper flyers were done the left over paper cuttings looked so colorful, we saved then for next time’s raw materials while having fun creating designs with the Re-re-Cycled bits of Papers

A poster for Teacher’s appreciation used hearts. When more hearts were needed we suggested using magazine papers for background color and plain center made with worksheets (other side plain). Thought it was partly a recycled project, now the idea will hopefully stay and grow for their future projects, like the flowers ‘made with Hearts’

Raw material for Papers don’t always come from where it is used, Paper is taking a toll on our forests and wildlife. I thought it was very symbolic to click that Tiger on opposite page.

A Pencil holder made from glass bottle and card made from discarded papers exhibited fro Boneyard fest. We are thankful to Planted for making us a part of their Boneyard 2023 venue.

Though the glass bottle was reused, it was painted using acrylic colors. That would make it useless for reuse plus acrylic paints are Not eco-friendly. As per Artsy.net-

“Propylene glycol, for example, is safe enough for use in the food and cosmetic industry, but has a disastrous effect in aquatic environments, meaning that pouring acrylic waste water down the drain is damaging to waterways.”

We are thankful to Planted for making us a part of their Boneyard 2023 venue.

Its not craft but part of my Yard designing multiyear project. The corner of lawn was dug up to make it bio diverse. after couple of years it is taking shape. The yellow flowers belong to Wood Sorrel, considered as weeds where I stay, but we use it in salads and just pop in mouth while gardening! Just for fun, if u are still reading this, any idea what other plants are seen here?!

In Nature there is always Zero waste. everything is re-cycle, regeneration. no issues with manicured lawns but the sprays needed for non-native green cover comes with its own toll on local waters and atmosphere as a whole.

As I am trying to write this on my deck, someone in next yard started the lawn mover and disturbed the birds songs. but their lawns are more leveled up, greener and cleaner than mine.

Creating Greener ‘Egg Hunt’ by Anuvaa Joshi, her family and community members.

”For the second year in a row, we successfully hosted a plastic-free egg hunt, but it wasn't without its challenges. Our biggest hurdle was figuring out how to collect all the eggs for recycling, but we came up with a fun solution. We created "egg catcher stations" and games for the kids to use, which turned the hunt into a game-like event that they loved” Thanks to Mrs Shilpa Deshpande for sharing their inspiring works.

Repurposed Christmas Tree bird cover project. by Paige Sigmund and her Dad, Del Sigmund.

Talking about the project, some excerpts from Del, “The branches relax down and once again the evergreen becomes an excellent tree/bush for small birds to use for cover…It is a fun project that looked very nice when done and was good for wildlife too’

Traditional Festivals and Celebrations create a residue that can increase a group’s waste by multiple time in just one event. By changing our outlook towards festivals and focusing on their true essence might be more helpful moving forward.

Diary making activity for Earthday 2023. We offered Notebook papers and magazine/ flier papers to create Notepads. thought non of it created any new demand on Paper production, the projects when done might not be Zero Waste, and that’s not because of what we did but what the companies did when they created the magazines. even the most basic magazines are plastic coated papers these days making it hard for the paper to decompose easily. It adds to the plastic waste and then there are chemicalized ink eventually sipping into our waters.

We are thankful to Urbana Park District for for including us in their EDE event.

So,

which project seems closes to Zero waste? Which is furthest from it? why?

Which products will most contaminate the land? which ones will pollute our Waters?

Even if one wants to, It is not easy to go completely green depending on where you are based. The system dictates the laws and in some measures our life styles.

As someone once said- with what we have, where we are we should do what we can.

Hope I have not come across as opposing art activities. It was an effort to share better ways of handling our materials tools and natural resources while encouraging creativity Sustainably

Efforts/ actions are individual that can turn into collective but results will always be communal- for good or bad of all.

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Process and Prep

As Art fair ends, I set an intent

 devoting regular time 

for creative process 

first thing in the day,

Everyday.
— Diary from 17 April '23

This past Weeknd was the Boneyard Art fest, a wonderful vibe across towns that celebrates all types of arts in several places. 

So much to write about the inspiring Artists and Charged up events, certainly another post for Boneyard Fest is needed. For now, as April is almost ending and as CU Poetry group’s reading inspired me to touch a Pen, penned something to commemorate the month and look back on my creative process.

Some diary excerpts from -

17 April, '23 while pondering on my prep ritual before touching the paints (or a brush)

As the Art fair ends,

I set an intent

 devoting regular time 

for creative process 

first thing in the day, everyday. 

So I start.

But first I try to calm and bring my mind in the present

 to follow what my mentor had said to do as a prep..  

 "Calm down, meditate, gather attention, be aware.."

 so i try and retry

 not more then 5 seconds 

cud I focus on my breath 

what a fail what a loser I said 

to myself

Three times tried and drifted

but gave up not

Took a pause to shame myself 

And tried again

All three episodes failed 

To calm my mind

And bring it to a focal point 

uniting the brush and brain

paper and hand 

That will hold the brush 

Or by it be held

... But all in vein

Excuse me for using this word 

time and again

BUT, by now I have concluded that 

Spontaneity is the best

So I flow with the flow 

Of my thoughts along with my breath

And use that word again

From where I left

But in vein

I said about my efforts 

For training my mind insane

But they say, 

No efforts go waste

And I believe in it

For enough times that 

I actually have it  felt.

So the aim of focusing 

Didnot yield sucess

But the efforts didnot go waste

For each few minute that I sat 

i felt more and more relaxed

less agitated 

 less intimidated by to-do list's lenght

And for the last session 

The quality of thoughts 

Changed!

Instead of trying 

And pushing 

And forcing 

I let go off the efforts 

after the third attempt. 

As time was limited 

with a serene thought of 

PURITY

and devotion and work balance,

I disconnected my pose 

And took to the brush 

Which I had previously held

three time in a row  

and had laid back horizontly

On top of water cointainer’s edge

as i had not felt the flow.

Ofcorse there was no spontaneity 

Like I have experienced before

But I was more present

More intentional

And let go off any thoughts of 

Spontaneity or Purity

 that was expected 

of myself

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* took a pause for work and continued writing

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i have always believed 

in my formative years 

that the result is not more important

then the process itself

For the process actually carves the path

to reach the aims..

So i felt, a need for this to b  documented 

Our aims will not be met

in our expected periods 

But nevertheless

Efforts don’t go waste

The quality will change 

In whatever we do  

When, before beginning,

A clean intention is set. 

Don’t bother if u don’t have time

But definatly 

Make some attempt

To slow down 

And meditate 

Whatever it means 

To you or your intellect 

For it will doubtlessly 

Change the depth of 

What happens next…

— 17 April ‘23

While pondering on previous writings of the day..

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Wetland Wonders

This post was updated later to make correction with changed links.

It's International Wetlands Day 2023.

Though not as popular as Valentines in Feb but much important in relation to its significance. 

As Love is unseen, so is the function of a Wetland ecosystem, concealed out of our direct sight but crucial for the blossoming of life. 

This year, we are happy to reunite for 'Wetland Wonders- 2023'. It is build upon the Wetlands Week- 2022 project that included an in-person event at Weaver park where school kids tested their handmade Water Filters with repurposed materials. , a hike with presentations from Julie Nieset, wetland Scientist from INHS, David Subers from UPD, Matt Finzel, a UIUC research student. Later in the week ‘Art Playdate’ event at Meadowbrook Park included some grounding exercises led by Grasshoppers Club teacher, Bogden Heretoiu, art activities by Ascend Art 360 and Water visit with David Subers. We are thankful for these valuable partnerships! 

We have opened collaborations for 'Wetland Wonders- 2023' starting today and are happy to start planning activities with David Subers from Urbana Park District, Jennifer Wick from CCFPD and our Wetlands advisor, Julie Nieset from INHS.

Ascend Art360 plans to extend Wetland celebrations through Environmental day (June 2023) and are open to join hands with any interested Collaborators. 

Cherishing all the wetland experiences I have come across.

Thankful for life's chances to experience these interesting ecosystems and a pleasure to share them on this Wetlands' Day. 

I am not an authority to write about wetlands so i am just sharing my experiences, and thoughts regarding these ecosystems that pose as environmental boon  for life.

Wetlands as we know are major water filters of Nature. They filter not just manmade litter (plastics, papers, etc) but also the manmade chemicals that runoff from foul agro practices. They restore our Aquifers. But most importantly they balance the Carbon on this globe. Mangroves are a major Carbon sink and can help balance Climate Change. It was inetresting to know more on this while reading AIDA's blog here (on 8th para.).

Looking back I realise how little I knew as a child about these patches of muddy water, plants soaking in water, and though i enjoyed the popping grasses and floating greens, I felt they were untidy features of land. 

I represent a very large percentile of humans who are ignorant of our Natural surroundings and bother less to enquire until a disaster gushes in... 

I carried my water bottle everywhere on the trip. it watched the edge of Meican mangroves while saving many plastic bottles from ending up in thrash.

Awareness grows as Climate Change sends frequent alarms, yet much education is needed on ground level, meaning, with the immediate localities who directly affect and are in turn affected by the states of surrounding ecosystems. Ramsar convention has played a good role in conservation and restoration of wetlands. Yet, local support is pivotal. 

My inclinations to know the functioning of Artistic forms of nature lead me to knowing and valuing Nature more than when I was ignorant. And that can be applied to each of us. 

What I knew as wetlands was an area of shallow waters where Cattails stood swaying . As my knowledge grew, it was amazing to know the many types of water bodies that are identified as Wetlands. Here are some from Illinois

I have had the privilege of visiting one of the largest wetlands, the Everglades National Park, twice.  When I visited it the second time there was a different awareness to my being there. To watch nature , listen, look, feel, with a different inquisitiveness. Now Everglades was no longer just a home of Alligators from Florida, it was much much more biodiverse! I was fortunate to have Mr José, a staff and guide who shared his insights on Everglades ecology and culture, some  excerpts from his  Everglades  talks here. Thanks to Mr Josê for sharing some insights and for his devotion to wetlands awareness.

Talking of Everglades, reminds me of a talk by a local Elementary Art Teacher Mr Grant Thomas, during our virtual event 'Inspired by Nature- 2021'. His Graphic Poem, 'Killer Hats' talks on how birds were shot down for their beautiful feathers to go in ladies hats.  'Foreverglades'- excerpts here.

Just one of the examples of feeding the human wants (not needs) that were based on ignorant lifestyles. On a positive note, now there are laws that prevent damage to wildlife and its natural habitat. 

Thanks to the establishment of National/ State/ Local Park Services. 

While visiting Cancun, amazed but not surprised to see a board that mentioned it as a ‘MANGLARES DE NICHUPTE’ a Ramsar site. After returning I began studying about the area and found this APFF-org Área de Protección de Flora y Fauna Manglares de Nichupté that helps protect the mangroves. Wondering how the localites approach this site? And first hand experience of how we as travelers undervalue its ecological wonder at the cost of our momentary enjoyments.

I was blessed with a recent opportunity to visit Cancun Mexico.  It was a paradoxical experience of Joy and sorrow, ecstasy and concern.

The joy of being near the sea on one side and huge water bodies with large patches of lush green mangroves, on the other side of the land. Ahh, what a unique landmark and an equally unique ecosystem! 

The human litter that I encountered wasn’t new, just that it was a pinch to realize me as a tourist was adding to its pollution.

Not very far away, we were taken through the mangroves by motorboats to experience the Corals of The great Mayan reef. Seeing beneath the dark shades of water surface, has been an AWE of my life- the sight of a happy Coral Reef!! 

But the joy changed to concern while returning back by those same boats. that had ported us to the underwater wonders as Jungle tours. They had speed, made much noise, and created turbulent waves. Were we as tourist disturbing the whole lifes play there? Were we adding to its pollution? But their economy depends on tourism. and that’s an important factor. Maybe Green tourism is an urgent call as we reopen travels after 3 years of lockdowns. 

Flemingoes as migratory birds add beauty to the Thane creek areas and surroundings. Developing an infrastructure might help promote eco-awareness and Eco-tourism but might also add to the destruction of some natural areas. How do we deal with this kind of development?

I grew up seeing the mangroves of Mumbai., western India. As we were in planning mode for wetlands projects, couple weeks ago a relative shared this pic from a virtual newspaper. It spoke of an argument for building birdwatching towers verses concern of its ramifications.

This seems to be a Universal problem. A development for humans to get closer to Nature but in the process affect the natural settings. Balance might be the key? How can we work towards Research based planning and a holistic approach towards ‘development’?

The Wetland are profused with various species, operate with such great mechanism for sustaining fresh waters on earth. As an Art Facilitator, how can I raise its awareness... I hope to respond to this quest with Creative actions and explore the Wetlands Wonders in the process.

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As I finished  Fine Arts school, I continued actively painting while also working as a school teacher for a living. I soon realized the inner and outer nature of both. Teaching demands social awareness (energy outward), Painting needs some quiet inner space. (introverted).  Though it is a challenge to balance both, I choose to not let go either of my callings. I am grateful for the valuable life experiences that help me design community art projects and understand their impact in the larger whole. I wish to keep exploring both the dimensions and their aesthetic elements that brings joy to my  life.

Wire works

Ink and watercolors

Paper Mache

Apart from experimenting with Art, I design projects that help me understand the mysteries of Life even further.