Experiences of my Art Journey

While designing Art projects I am faced with my own queries around Art and Well-being., so this blog section is retained as my own ponderings.

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My heartfelt gratitude to everyone who supported and encouraged our projects through the years and continue to do so further.

  • Kuldeepa VM.

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Zen experience with living structures

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Guggenheim Museum from inside.

It was a dream come true to visit some of the art  destinations on wish list. 

I was fortunate to be granted a visit at Guggenheim, MOMA and Frank Lloyd Wright’s Falling waters’!

One could feel the Zen experience in each of these.

Guggenheim had Kandinsky displayed elaborately through all his phases. i have liked Kandinsky for his thoughts more than his paintings but this exhibit changed my relation to his huge body of works and art journey! 

Apart from the morphing phases of his interesting paintings, the Museum’s non-angular circular movements could not be missed. Though a backdrop to exhibits, the Guggenheim Museum offers a beauty of its own, without distracting the value of artworks on display. For me, it was a contemplative experience more intensified with Wassily Kandinsky’s presence.

The magic of a beautiful visual or melodious sound is that it lingers in our minds and heart long after we have parted with it That is what happened to me with Motherwell, Rothko and V Gaitonde’s Paintings. And later, the playful light hearted joy with  Calder’s Art works at Museum of Modern Art. I still savor the subtle visual pleasures after returning miles apart. 

Both, Rothko and Gaitonde had expressed their interest in Zen philosophy when they met at New York. A fact that was surprising to me. The influence of Zen is felt in both their paintings which are meditative.  One has to be relaxed to feel these masterpieces. 

About Mark Rothko: https://www.nga.gov/features/mark-rothko/mark-rothko-early-years.html

About Vasudeo Gaitonde: https://www.christies.com/features/VS-Gaitonde-7387-1.aspx

The abstractionist at MOMA reminded me of another fav contemporary artist from India, Pandit Khairnar, whose color field paintings create similar experiences of contemplative spaciousness. https://www.gallerythreshold.com/artist/pandit-khairnar/

While the visual pleasures still lingered, as though a cherry on top, I was gifted a ticket to tour ‘Falling Waters’ a Frank Lloyd work that I have always yearned to visit. A Huge thanks to the lady at entrance who helped me get into the tour in-spite of technical challenges and to my hubby who went lengths to procure a ticket for visit. 

The ‘Falling Waters’ is not just visual experience it is deeply moving to ones being. This architecture is a precious gem in the wilderness of Pittsburg. We had Guide Gerald who had his own interesting way of sharing the narratives of history geography and science of this house, Thank you Gerald! 

Frank Lloyd Wright’s ‘Falling waters’ built on top of a waterfall.

Frank Lloyd Wright’s ‘Falling waters’ built on top of a waterfall.

I could feel the Zen in entire structure! It was in rhythm with the surrounding natural formations. One particular corner in the passage that leads to guest houses has a partial rock cutting naturally thru the corner walls. There flows a tiny unnoticeable stream of water. Instead of repairing the wall, it is let to flow down with an outlet in the floor for water to subside. Gerald quoted Wright saying,  ‘it is better to flow and play with the water rather than fight it’. 

Lloyd’s love for Japanese paintings and its design principles shows its influence on his own designing philosophy. 

After returning home, I did not want to waste time in trivial happenings of life. I think the 3 day trip changed me in some way (at least temporarily ;-)

Talking of home, I have always enjoyed the sanctity of my own house! The light and space are dramatic and the entire house feels connected! It is Amish built!

A well designed space can heighten our experience of living. And it doesn’t have to be extravagant or expensive, in fact it needs to be simplified, connecting us to the immediate surroundings and to ourselves and to each other dwelling in this house.
Reminds me of an architect (may be from Texas university) I watched a decade ago on Art21 series. The episode was about how architecture (in this case housing) design should be space and environment specific. The conventional four walled structures cannot serve the best interest for all geographical regions. It was a genius solution to the heat and economic conditions of community living in New-Mexico.

I forget the name and details but loved the driving force behind designing simplified low budget yet strong and sustainable housing complex. 

With the onset of lockdown, we have experienced our houses in an intense way. Many of us beautified our houses in our own way. This might be counted into the positive outcomes of Lockdown! Art works add to the mood of the space and sometimes it creates spaciousness of internal nature.  Having an expensive art piece is not necessary, we can create our own art! This art adds beauty and belonging to everyday living. 

Visiting great places is wonderful experience but creating some of these spacious zen aspects in our own homes is of better benefit and easily possible. 

May we built structures to create space for awe and harmony not enclosed walls to disconnect from the flow of life.

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Art encounters through Pandemic

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Since the Pandemic’s blow,

the existing systems crumbled,

people shuffled, ideas tumbled. 

Though the annihilation still goes on,

it’s inspiring to see

how we r coping up and moving on. 

I would like to share a gist of some lockdown events I came across, that made me feel optimistic and hopeful about future in spite of Pandemic’s despair. As my field is Art, would like to stick with my Art inspirations. Hope this brings the same optimism to you as it did to me.

Since the experiences r fresher, I prefer to start with the latest and the farthest.

~ As the traveling prospects opened up safely, we could visit Myrtle beach, S. Carolina, this summer.

One of the most impressive (and succesful) projects I came across unexpectedly while taking a driving break, was W. Virginia’s Tamarack marketplace stop. This arts program was the state initiative to built a platform for local makers and artisans. Many citizens lost their coal mining jobs. Tamarack was formed to promote handmade, locally made fine quality goods, creating economy that empowered its own home-talents!

Their collection is unique and original. Check the webpage https://www.tamarackwv.com 

I am Thankful to Tamarack staff, Mike Bragg, for sharing some interesting info! Check the clip https://youtu.be/SL618t8YqYk

~ Beaches have a way of connecting us to our own vast Ocean within! Apart from the touching moments with the turquoise waters of Myrtle beach, I was lucky to encounter a local library- ‘The Chapin Memorial library’ that gave me some insightful books! Thanks to a librarian who was patient with my search! 

The book, ‘Living Beaches of Georgia and the Carolinas’- By Blair Witherington and Dawn Witherington, is loaded with interesting pictures and detailed study about the Grand Strand’s flora and fauna and as mentioned, is truly - A Beachcomber's Guide! My artist mind rejoiced in relating the natural beauty with the picturesque photographs!

The book, ‘Soul of the Sea: In the Age of the Algorithm’- By Nishan Degnarain and Gregory S Stone.

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/34735206-soul-of-the-sea

I had to quick browse for lack of time, but a take-away for me was their provoking thought- “we need to think in new ways, on fundamental levels, to approach new problems that we face in new age...” The content with logistics and diagrams are an eye opener! For me, it stimulates action.

~ Another visit that stimulated me artistically was at the Milwaukee Art Museum https://mam.org, and not just for its Art but more for it as a piece of Art! The architecture is a stunning experience of Forms and Space beautifully illuminated with a modern touch! 

They had an interactive activity for kids outside and inside the museum! My kid sketched some of the artifacts and enjoyed learning its aesthetic in a closer way! More such activities needed please :)

Sketches by Khushboo Mehta, 9yrs.

Sketches by Khushboo Mehta, 9yrs.

MAM’s Sketchpad activity for kids to note their favorite artifacts.

MAM’s Sketchpad activity for kids to note their favorite artifacts.

The many alternative Art events that opened up new ways of working, to cop with Lockdown situation, made them Novel in a positive light! I was impressed by such projects in my town.

‘The great Artdoors’ https://40north.org/programs/thegreatARTdoors was a lovely idea!

This project is a creative response to the limitations faced by galleries and indoor public places. When the visitors could not visit galleries, the Art came out in open for the community!

I also enjoyed the Crystal Lake Art Fair!. Even with the safety protocols, it had the same artsy vibe! Apart from some wonderful art stalls, the interactive yarn art project I found most interesting! Designed by Ashley, a staff from Urbana Park District, it was a board and cut-out letters that would finally make up the decorated Title. Anyone could stop by and work on covering up the pieces with the colorful yarn available! (Title pic of completed letters. The dry leaf seemed to match with the event logo ;-)) This activity was joyfully easy yet so vibrant! (confession :- I messed up the yarn rhythm by weaving instead of circling the corners :-/

As physical spaces closed virtual world kept us afloat! Though the digital experience might not equate the former, it has its pros of being available for longer and for wider audience! 

The Giertz Gallery at Parkland College hosted a virtual art competition for youths. https://www.facebook.com/71496921120/videos/273284644434462

While this is not great in itself, the way it was organized was impressive! It had talks and shows for community and was educating in its nature! They also organised ‘Around the block’ virtual exhibit that hosted several artist talks. Sadly, i couldn’t attend many of these but I love the gallery’s approach of inclusion and education! 

https://www.parkland.edu/Audience/Community-Business/Parkland-Presents/Art-Gallery/About 

‘PANDEMICS AS A PORTAL TO CHANGE’ was another virtual exhibit open to public and would be archived as pandemic collection. https://kam.illinois.edu/exhibition/pandemics-portal-change-community-exhibition 

I loved their title and so decided to submit a poem as my abstract paintings were not ready yet. The organisations that hosted this project also were actively involved in uplifting the community spirits through arts ithroughout lockdown period. Like Grand Prairie Museum’s ‘Art in a Time of Quarantine’. 

https://www.facebook.com/museumofthegrandprairie/videos/245278170111577

Though not visual arts, I was touched by Elaine Bearden from Urbana Free library who kept the virtual book club going even when the number of attendees fluctuated. There were interesting books to look forward every week! These sessions were followed by their creative art event the Story-Walk at Parks https://urbanafreelibrary.libnet.info/event/4482232

Though the buzz of crowd was paused, so much was happening in the corners of every block! 

Our own website was created because of Pandemic. We stood up to the challenge of designing alternative ways of keeping creativity alive!

We are grateful for a chance throughout Pandemic, to work with some wonderful organizations whose philosophies we respect! Project details and links to the organizations can be found on https://www.ascendingaesthetic.org/projects

My Pandemic experiences have been on extreme ends

oscillating btw highs to low depressions,

joyfully optimistic to draining pessimism,

and though most of it is just loss and failures,

there is so much raising insight gained!

When we don’t hold on, there is nothing to lose!

In fact efforts might be needed to loosen ourselves

so some space is made

for what needs to sip in the cracks

and let the serene beauty fill in those gaps. 

Let’s hope we come out on the other side of Pandemic with more resilience for all.

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As I finished  Fine Arts school, I continued actively painting while also working as a school teacher for a living. I soon realized the inner and outer nature of both. Teaching demands social awareness (energy outward), Painting needs some quiet inner space. (introverted).  Though it is a challenge to balance both, I choose to not let go either of my callings. I am grateful for the valuable life experiences that help me design community art projects and understand their impact in the larger whole. I wish to keep exploring both the dimensions and their aesthetic elements that brings joy to my  life.

Wire works

Ink and watercolors

Paper Mache

Apart from experimenting with Art, I design projects that help me understand the mysteries of Life even further.